My family is going through a bit of hard times right now, and i might not have any money for a while. Which means no laptop, and even worse, i might not get to see Curtis either :( But there's really not much i can do about it.. I really hope my dad can afford my allowance. My mom said we'll go pay check to pay check and see how it goes.
Curtis got a new job as a security guard at G4 (Yay! ^.^) while i was there. I'm really happy for him. At least one of us can save up for things we need :P lol. I'm a little upset right now because this weekend has been really dull and boring for me.. and the March Break is basically over.. Although Easter is this weekend coming.
Well, that's about all i have to say right now. I'll write again in a week or so.
~Katrina
- Location:My Bedroom
- Mood:
frustrated
Graduation is coming up soon.. I had to pay for my gown rental today... I still don't know what i'm getting for a gift from my parents.. My mom WANTS to get me something.. I don't know about my dad though.. and my mom had no idea what to get me.. So i suggested the Tattoo i was SUPPOSED to get for my birthday.. Now it's just a waiting game to see if it actually happens..
I get to meet Tiff's friend Amanda tomorrow.. Which is gonna be kinda fun... I can't see Curtis until later on in the day.. He has some work to do tomorrow. But at least he's able to come over... Then on Monday i get to go to his house until Saturday. So at least my March break won't be bad. I'm not really looking forward to grad tho.
I've been getting good marks lately. I have a 77% in Music, a 66% in Family studies.. and between an 80 and an 87% in my Law class. (YAYY) Well.. That's about all i have to say today. I'll write again in about a week.
~ Katt
- Location:My bedroom
- Mood:
blah
I got a whole bunch of nice shirts from steph today, which i really appreciated cuz i needed new ones.. The only thing is is that the shirts i got are all slightly too big, which is okay because i can fix most of them so that they fit me better. I gotta get used to them though.. I'm not used to wearing low-cut shirts anymore.. I've been wearing t-shirts that go up to my neck for the past 2 years now, wearing low-cut shirts is weird to me now. But i'm sure i can get used to it. I kinda have to. lol
Anyways, that's all that has happened to me today... it's been an interesting day for me.. i'll write tomorrow if anything else happens.
~ Katt
- Location:My bedroom
- Mood:
ecstatic
Some things he's told me are part of the reason i was so bitchy yesterday. He told me that when we kiss, he used to listen to what was on the TV and he'd be able to tell you exactly what happened... Not very nice, i know.. but he swears he hasn't done it within the past 2 months... But it's not gonna stop me from worrying that he's still doing it. Thankfully the night he told me that we started talking and he turned the TV off after a while.. Another thing he told me was a girl at school was hitting on him (No surprise there) So he turned around to face her and said "Why don't you come to my place tonight?" To try to drag her away... But that also hurt me.. and now that is scaring me to.. This is hard on me.. and most likely him to.. because of past relationships it's effecting me right now.. which in turn effects him... but it's hard for me not to worry.. I just hope nothing bad happens between us.. I love him with all my heart and i have no idea what i would do without him.. I'd feel so lost..
So yea... thats what's been on my mind lately.. Some things i haven't, and won't mention on this.. only to the people i know i can trust. Like Curtis, Toni (Tiff), and Steph. I just needed to get this all out because as Toni would tell you... Yesterday it was eating me alive.. I was completely miserable. Even at that time she didn't know.. I talked to her about it all just a few minutes ago..
Well... This is about it for this entry.. I do not mean to hurt anyone or anything... i just need to let some things out of my continuously growing vault of sadness and anger. Thanks for understanding.
~ Katt
- Location:My Bedroom
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:Fergie - Big girls don't cry
I thought i was over that cold that i had, but yesterday at 1 AM i woke up and was sick.. I didn't get back to sleep until about 2. Then i went to bed early last night, and woke up with an extremely stuffed nose, im still really tired, and every time i cough i gag.. so.. yay! Now i'm sick with god-knows-what. But.. I'll manage to get through it. I always do! I just hope this doesn't last that long..
Well... Thats about all thats gone on so far. I'll write again on Monday or something.
~ Katrina
- Location:My bedroom
- Mood: crappy
- Music:none
YAY.... another entry!... This one will just be random ranting and stuff, because i am at school right now and not a lot has gone on in the past few days. I get to see my hunny tonight. I'm staying after school so that i can come home with him on the transcab ^.^. I was sick a couple days ago and I came to school yesterday expecting to have a crap load of stuff to catch up on, but luckily i did not have very much at all to do.
I got my report card, and i am not very pleased with the marks that i got.. I did manage to pass everything, but just barely.. I got a 51 in English, a 50 in Health Care, a 60 in Physics.. and the one mark i am proud of, a, 84 in Peer Tutoring. I am planning to hopefully go to summer school or take correspondence to get my english up to a higher mark, as i need it as a prerequisite for college. Dad wasn't too happy either, but was also glad i got at least one high mark. This semester i plan on coming to school every day and getting very good grades.
wel, not much is up with me today.. I am feeling a lot better now after being sick for two weeks. I am no longer as tired, and i am not coughing half as much as i did.
I cant wait until this afternoon.. I miss Curtis so much.. I am finding it hard to sleep when he is not in the same room.. I cant wait for the day that I get to come home and see him every night. But for now, the time that we get to spend together is very precious. He might only get to stay until tomorrow night, as my dad will be unable to drive him home sunday morning depending on the weather.
Well... that's about all that's going on and all i'm feeling at this moment.. I think i am going to end this entry and write again another time.
~ Katrina
- Location:Library at school
- Mood:indescribable
I also love the fact i get to hang out with my friend Tiffany all day. I never really get to talk to her much, and now i am learning a lot more stuff about her, and the same thing goes for the opposite... She's the only girl friend i have that i've actually let know that i love pink! (Cant you tell?) Around most people i am the side of me that they are like, but only for the love of my life (Curtis) and best friends (like Tiff) I am all 100% ME... Which is a girl that loves sports, blood and gore, and all that fun girly stuff.
I am not very comfortable portraying the real me around most people.. But for the ones that i do, they should realize how special they must be to me.. I don't even let my parents know exactly who i am. Right now i have a total of 2 people i can be 100% me around.
I thank all my friends for being there for me.. I do not mean to say they are not special, but i have a few people that I am a lot closer to. I love all my friends no matter what, and i plan on keeping the ones that i have for a lifetime.
Well... I think that's about it for today. I hope you all enjoyed hearing about my day and life!
~ Katrina
- Location:My room
- Mood: hopeful
I will be moving in with my boyfriend and his mom until we can afford to pay for our own apartment. I love him with all my heart. The feelings i have towards him and when i am around him are so incredible i cannot even begin to explain them.
Well... I think this is good enough for my first entry... I'm going to go for a nap now because I am sick and need to get some sleep. Thanks to Tiff for showing me this site! ^.^
~ Katrina
- Location:My room
- Mood: happy
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